"I think I’m just addicted to hurting myself
I love the feeling of starving - the headaches and stomach cramps, my body desperate for food
and the pain of being so full I literally can’t move, the rush of the sugar and fat after a binge and then the horrific crash that comes after it
Anything in-between just doesn’t feel right any more, to be comfortably full makes me strangely uncomfortable"
- me (via once-so-skinny)
Me before a binge:
Me during a binge:
Me after a binge:
AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU FOOD AND FAT! I HATE YOU!!!!!
i never run voluntarily so if u ever see me running you should start running too bc something is coming
my mum likes to play this game called yell from 4 rooms away and get upset when i can’t hear her
(Source: releasings, via inhale-exhale-breathe-live)
I am literally both of them at the same time
(Source: spectacularspectacular, via overwhelmings)